oh yah dear recieved his NS letter 2 days ago.. he is gotta enlist on this coming monday... haiz ... actually i tot i can't go as i need to attend 1 meeting in the morning and 1 in the afternoon on monday... but it was actually cancelled as my boss needs to go on leave.. so i tot can apply.. but haiz my colleuges looks ill thus my team leader dun approve my leave as she was worried that monday might not have enough ppl...!
Anyway... I practially felt so emotional as well as a sense of insecurity now... arggghhh!
today early in the morning.. my colleuge was like shouting on the phone.. this was the second time i saw her liao this week... and she cried i tin... she v pitiful... one person had to work and support her mum and dad who are not working.. as well as her grandma's old folks home monthly fee... and also need to take care of the monthly eletricity bills etc... and his dad actually is a die die gambler... hear he owe ppl money and he's asking my colleuge to pay his debts... why can't these ppl use their small yet useful human organ BRAIN tin of consequences b4 doing such unpractical and money-wasting stuff?
today forgot to bring my hp out.. and i do OT today until 8pm.. and called my mum whether she cooking my dinner anot as dear is gg out eat dinner with his friend..and my mum says she got sth impt to discuss with me... i tot wads so impt so i stayed back and tok to her.. my uncle wanna borrow money from her... shit sia~ of coz i say no as i really tin that he will not return.. he say he got no money to pay rental for his house at indonesia.. he's got a gf at there u see... aiyah my mum always softhearted and went to transfer 500 bucks to him secretly and told me only after she did tt!
den discuss with me in the first place for wad? just to get some assurance from me? hoping that i will agree with her? nah!
found out sth which i noe i shouldn't .. but in anycase i just found out lah.. kinda affected by it.. i tin that sometimes when you tell me dun do this dun do that and you ended doing it secretly or wad-so-ever f***king situations .. so dun complain or interupt when i do it ... aiyah forget it .. i am scolding ppl again
oh yah cindy's birthday coming soon.... dunno she free anot.. gotta ask her later...