Saturday, September 10, 2005
having bad mood today..practically throwing my temper at everyone... this includes my bf and mum...
oh yah dear recieved his NS letter 2 days ago.. he is gotta enlist on this coming monday... haiz ... actually i tot i can't go as i need to attend 1 meeting in the morning and 1 in the afternoon on monday... but it was actually cancelled as my boss needs to go on leave.. so i tot can apply.. but haiz my colleuges looks ill thus my team leader dun approve my leave as she was worried that monday might not have enough ppl...!
Anyway... I practially felt so emotional as well as a sense of insecurity now... arggghhh!
today early in the morning.. my colleuge was like shouting on the phone.. this was the second time i saw her liao this week... and she cried i tin... she v pitiful... one person had to work and support her mum and dad who are not working.. as well as her grandma's old folks home monthly fee... and also need to take care of the monthly eletricity bills etc... and his dad actually is a die die gambler... hear he owe ppl money and he's asking my colleuge to pay his debts... why can't these ppl use their small yet useful human organ BRAIN tin of consequences b4 doing such unpractical and money-wasting stuff?
today forgot to bring my hp out.. and i do OT today until 8pm.. and called my mum whether she cooking my dinner anot as dear is gg out eat dinner with his friend..and my mum says she got sth impt to discuss with me... i tot wads so impt so i stayed back and tok to her.. my uncle wanna borrow money from her... shit sia~ of coz i say no as i really tin that he will not return.. he say he got no money to pay rental for his house at indonesia.. he's got a gf at there u see... aiyah my mum always softhearted and went to transfer 500 bucks to him secretly and told me only after she did tt!
den discuss with me in the first place for wad? just to get some assurance from me? hoping that i will agree with her? nah!
found out sth which i noe i shouldn't .. but in anycase i just found out lah.. kinda affected by it.. i tin that sometimes when you tell me dun do this dun do that and you ended doing it secretly or wad-so-ever f***king situations .. so dun complain or interupt when i do it ... aiyah forget it .. i am scolding ppl again
oh yah cindy's birthday coming soon.... dunno she free anot.. gotta ask her later...
Scribbled at 01:22 am by icqstar
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Monday, September 05, 2005
hehe finally after living for like 20 years in my house.. i finally got my own room... hehe .. my mum's cousin gave her a set of apilt units air con as she dun wan them anymore.. and we got a aircon man to help us fix.. and i was busy moving in on friday night.. haha
today is like my third night here...but the only entertainment i have now in this room is a computer...... tin i gotta gather my shopping list... i wan lotsa of stuff like 21' flat screen tv, dvd/dcd player(if can hope to get a dvd recorder if i got money), tv rack, new computer table, curtains from IKEA and blah blah blah.. got lots down the list but these are the more important ones and also change my bed to those with springs... King koi! lolz
haiz but my money is kinda "tight" recently...... due to some personal reasons.... dun wanna mention... and plus my mother also got a pay cut.. so maybe have to contribute some money to my windows renovating also.. most prob will get it done by year end... how i wish i have a lot of money now.... well, guess i will tin carefully b4 i spent from now on!
today is yeetheng's birthday... happy 20th birthday if she gets to read this..haha but dun tin she still visits my blog after such a long time of "no updates" .... oh yah read yurong's blog and it makes me realise that we didn't have gatherings liao for more den a month? today met up with duanrong to go to comex exibition at suntec and as usual pool at night... and it also makes me realise tt i hav not meet up with her for lik 1 month? wah time flies without me realising.. ahha guess i had been spenting time with ringu and yeetheng for the past 1 month
alright shall stop here and go to bed.... tml gotta work..first day of the week tml..sianz... =(
Scribbled at 02:28 am by icqstar
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
Scribbled at 02:22 am by icqstar
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