Its been 2 years since i last updated by blog. I don't think anyone reads now so i guess its safe for me to blog my thoughts down.

Its been 6 days after our breakup. sigh... I tried all means to forget you... by drinking (doesn't work) .. by going out.. by ktving~ I dunno why i love you so much... despite the things that you did to me. In these 3 years, I wun say I regretted being with you. In fact, I'm prepared to spent my whole life with you. BUt you actually did those stuff to hurt me. NOw its 4am, I'm being to miss you.... hoping you will give me a call or sms by showing your concern to me.

I just went to friendster, I saw you have changed ur status to "Single". Well, although I have changed my status first, I hope that you wun change urs. By not changing, it shows that you still care. BUt it seems that you have given up our relationship liao.

I'm willing to forgive the stuff you have done. I know I'm being very stupid over here. But I really can't bear to see our relationship to end. "Dearie..", I wonder whether I still have the chance to call you that. Although, you dun love me anymore, I still love you so. last time is like that, now is still like that. Nothing has changed to me.. But i know you have changed.